If something was wrong, who is the first boy you would go to?
ander.


Who is the first girl you go to?
ash, christina or sunshine.



Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
it depends on how hard you try.



Are you thinking of anything right now?
how much i dread going to work from 12:30 until 7:30.





If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
... depends...
i like somebody from my school but she is very much taken. she told me she likes me more than him, but she won't break up with him.
its really quite complicated.





Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i really hope so.
and a positive difference, at that.
i know, i'm picky.




Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
yes!!! conway elementary in california. that was a truly great school.




Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
yes, actually.



Break someones heart or have your heart broken?
break somebody else's heart.
at least i'm honest.







Do you like to spend time with people?
some people more than others, but yes of course.




Are you hungry?
yeah but i'll be at work for so long, so i'm just not going to eat. that way, i'll come home ravishing, eat a meal, and go to sleep within a few hours.




Are you talking to anyone while doing this? Who?
yeah, over the instant messager.




Three feelings at the moment?
dread, excitement, hope
dread for work.
excitement at the possibility of staying the night at a friends house again.
hope for finding something worthwhile.



Got anything you regret so far in life?
no regrets. i learned from my mistakes. and if i had never made them, i would probably end up doing them sometime in the near future anyway. i'm sure thats very confusing.
it makes sense to me!




Are you listening to anything?
just the fan, unfortunately




Where are you right now?
my basement. i kind of have to pee.





What are you scared of?
losing the things important to me in life, needing somebody, loving somebody more than i love myself [i have this with very few people. its an exclusive group.], and becoming something i'm not.



Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
yeah, thats quite the turnoff.



In the past week have you felt sad?
yes.




Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
the last person was sunshine, and yes she means quite a lot to me.



Last person you texted?
hm. i think it was either sunshine on kathlenes phone or my mother.



Do you wear the hood on your sweatshirt?
NEGATIVE.




When was the last time you cried?
its been awhile.




Do you like the smell of gasoline?
yes, but for long periods of time. it starts to smell like fart.




Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
yes. ><



Do you have any obsessions right now?
hair ribbons [NEW DEVELOPMENT! PINK RIBBON, ITS ADORABLE!],


Do you like who you are, as a person?
usually.
i'm in the process of rebuilding my self esteem.
its harder than i'd have thought.



Is there one thing/anyone that is on your mind constantly?
one person. a little emo kid w blue eyes who draws me mermaids.



Have you talked to a complete meany today?
not yet, but the day is young.