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my wings are broken and i have fallen

Wed Jul 9, 2008, 9:48 PM

i'm feeling small
low and depressed
miserable and alone
i can't fix myself
i dont want to change
i just want to adapt
i never get hurt
i only do the hurting
i break and i damage
i devastate
here is my warning
run the other way
this is a bad idea
i recognize pain
my heart hurts
i feel quite pathetic
as if i have a goal
perhaps its bravery
or cowardice
proving i'll take a chance
but here i am
alone again
torn between what i should do
and what i desire
i'll let it go and run away
just tell me what i should do

33 Comments

Mood: Bliss
Listening to: my heart pound against my chest
Reading: cryptic thoughts
Watching: time fly above my head

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~trinityjade Jul 9, 2008, 10:17:14 PM

I feel that way right now.
I really understand what you mean.
I do.

--
I am not here,
I'm not listening
I'm in my head
And I'm spinning

(30 Seconds To Mars)

~invisiblecarousels Jul 10, 2008, 11:35:04 AM

love sucks sometimes.

--
We are who we were.

~MurderGoddess Jul 10, 2008, 1:46:06 PM

I think that's a really good poem.

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According to him, I'm beautiful, Incredible, He can't get me outta his head, According to him, I'm funny, Irresistible, Everything he ever wanted ... He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

~invisiblecarousels Jul 10, 2008, 1:49:35 PM

thank you. :] i wrote it in a state of severe self-loathing, unfortunately.

--
We are who we were.

~MurderGoddess Jul 10, 2008, 2:49:53 PM

Yeah, I know how ya feel.

--
According to him, I'm beautiful, Incredible, He can't get me outta his head, According to him, I'm funny, Irresistible, Everything he ever wanted ... He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

~invisiblecarousels Jul 10, 2008, 3:59:29 PM

love life crap, too?

--
We are who we were.

~MurderGoddess Jul 10, 2008, 5:00:30 PM

Sorta. It use to be. For fourteen years I'd never had a boyfriend. Now my first ever boyfriend and I have lasted going on 7 months this time around and it's a long-distance relationship. I haven't talked to him in forever.

--
According to him, I'm beautiful, Incredible, He can't get me outta his head, According to him, I'm funny, Irresistible, Everything he ever wanted ... He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.